Friends still brings a tear to my eye. Almost always when it revolves around Monica and Chandler. I wish I had someone in my life that made my heart jump. I’d like to be having daydreams of what the future would be like. I feel like I’m growing a vagina each time. Instead of all those wonderful things though I have the following to daydream about, which is actually probably better:

• Erick and I drinking before our flight to Chicago. Erick and I drinking on our flight to Chicago. Erick and I becoming quite buzzed on said flight and giggling like school children.
• Landing in Chicago to freezing weather and realizing exactly why I love living in Florida.
• Eating pizza at 4AM
• The Hush Sound, The Academy Is…, and Fall Out Boy @ The Metro. Being on the stage and seeing the crowds’ reaction to our bands was incredible. It was like looking into a crystal ball and seeing what 2006 was going to be throwing at me.
• Partying at the Hard Rock Hotel with some of those band members, Erick, Caleb, Melissa, Johnny, Danielle and all sorts of other FBR / decaydance / crush family members.
• Guarding the door to a bathroom party.
• Making out with someone… then having them tell me afterwards that they thought it was a huge mistake.
• Eating pizza at 4AM… again.
• Being at the wrong airport for my flight home and getting to take an adventure via train to the other airport. It was actually very fun to learn the chicago train system and to get some iPod time in.
• It fucking sucked having to leave Tony and Johnny (haha it sounds weird saying those two names). We were having such a wonderfully chill day.
• landing in Boston and getting picked up by Cousin Lance. Met up with my sister and her boyfriend Mike. We all danced like idiots. Free drinks at a ritzy Boston bar.
• Headed to Cousin Bob’s house and saw Clinton, Anne, Brian, Steph, Zelda, Carly, Harold, Kalin, Willie, Rob, Ben, and many others.
• Spending time with my mother and dad. I spent most of my time with them and it was actually amazingly relaxing and fun.
• I was slightly bummed that MANY of my friends were somehow not free for an entire week. I guess people change and they don’t care to see you.
• Christmas was amazing. It had a sort of magic to it again.
• My sister got engaged!

Expect the NYC part of this story shortly. I didn’t want to lose you all.

Oh and now Chandler is proposing to Monica… I can’t handle it. I’ve seen it so many times and it always gets me.